I got my nose pierced today.

Oh, and today Mike gave Sara a promise ring.

wtf.

Where's my symbol of committment?  I wish Ricky was romantic.

So, my cousin Annamarie turned 14 last week.  And I found out yesterday she's pregnant!

I like, crapped my pants ten thousand times.  Her mom (my 1st cousin, Annamarie is my 1st cousin once removed) had her when she was 17.  So now she is going to be a grandma at the ripe ol' age of 31!  And my grama is going to be a great-great grama.

Oh, and Annamarie's dad is the biggest racist EVER, and the baby is going to be bi-racial.  

WTF Kids today.  Geez srsly!  She was fucking 13 and having sex!!!  When I was thirteen I wore Snoopy hoodies and broke up with Keith St .Julian because he always wanted to carry my books and I thought it was getting too serious.  We didn't even hold hands or hug, let alone have sex!  Like, wow.  I am shocked.  It's really sad though, I mean she's a kid, she's 14.  She's in junior high..the 7th grade.  When she graduates she's going to have a five year old.  
Wow, my family sounds sooo trashy.  We're not. 

Anyway....today was Ricky's first game of the season and it got cancelled b/c the lights were out and it was a night game.  He was really bummed out, his whole family came to see him play.  He was all pumped up, I felt really bad for him.  It was rescheduled for tomorrow but I have to work so I can't go. :(  

I sent in my housing agreement and stuff.  I can't believe I'm going back to DU.  I want to, but I don't want to.  I'm really torn.  I know I SHOULD, and a part of me really wants to, but part of me is really lazy and doesn't wanna go through the hassle.  Doesn't want to study, to write papers, get up, go to class, read text books, It's really overwheling just to think about.  

I really don't want to leave Ricky.  Even if I did come home a lot on the weekends, he'll be at Thiel, and we really won't see each other that much.

And I really really think I'm in love with him.

 RICKY GOT INTO THIEL!!!!!!!!

I am so excited and proud of him.  He worked so hard for his and he deserves it soo much.  I'm soo happy for him.  I'm just...EEEE!

I got re-accepted to Duquesne.  And I got $22,000 in financial aid.  Looks like I'm going back to Duquesne...

So, I learned today I had $0.91 in a really old bank account.  Hahaha.  Seriously, I thought my dad closed that account when I was like ten and for years he has been getting mail at his apartment addressed to me from them and just pitching it without ever telling me or even opening it.  So, I re-activated it.  Now I have $20.91!  I have three bank accounts.  I have my savings account at Huntington which is like my ultimate savings.  Like, I try not to take money out of it ever, I save it for big things (like my car, my laptop, etc.  It used to have $4000 in it, now it only has $1000).  Then, I have my checking account at U.S. Bank which I use to pay all my bills.  Now, I am going to use my savings account at Seven Seventeen (the account I just re-activated) to save money so when I go back to Duquesne, I will have money to live off of.  

I can't believe I'm going back to DU.  I don't even like saying it, because I'm afraid to tell people and then back out and change my mind and let everyone down again.  But I mean...they used my deposit from last year and my attendance has already been confirmed.  It's pretty much a done deal.  I'm so nervous.  I hope I'm doing the right thing.